Scar Tissue

Scars that are across my heart

Shows the wounds from being ripped apart

Somehow I always seem to heal

And start over with renewed zeal

But the scar tissue takes a toll on the heart

Making it more and more difficult with every start

The scars restrict the heart from beating

Pain radiates and there’s difficult breathing

Slowly I have started to die from with in

I no longer let anyone in

The scars have overgrown the strength of the heart

Soon it will no longer renew and start

Too many heat attacks will leave one dead

But too many women on my heart have tread

My body is alive but my soul is dead

I no longer have feelings of love

I no longer believe an angel sent from above

Will heal me from my scars

And let my soul soar with the stars.

Perfect

Everytime I see her face

Such beauty

Beauty, I embrace

The beauty calms my mind

And invigorates my emotions

She’s all I ever wanted in a girl

From the color of her hair

To the kindness of her smile

She is perfect

Perfect to me

Cupids Arrow

Cupids arrow is meant for love

Uniting couples together

Like was from above

But when cupids arrow struck my heart

It pierced it through

And tore it apart

There is no love for me I fear

No one to hold me, and wipe away my tear

And so goes the sad tale of my life

I will never embrace one I could call wife

Alone forever

With my heart that has been severed.

Every Moment

Every moment we are together

Lightens my trials and my burdens I can whether

Your very presence in the room

Makes the flowers radiate and bloom

Their heavenly essence they make

Are in harmony with your beauty that is not fake

You are the sun that radiates warmth and light

You are my beacon that gives me sight

There is no one earth

That has greater worth

You are my all

Without you I would fall

You save me from myself doubt

Helping me understand more what life’s all about

I cannot fully express what you mean to me

But every moment we are together I am free

Near Death

I found myself laying on the ground

I dodged so many bullets

But one hit me, and into my chest it did abound

I felt it enter in slow motion

Piercing apart of my heart

Ripping up the tissues as it tears thru all my parts

As the bullet exits out of my back

I can’t seem to breathe and blood I hack

As I lay face down in the dirt

My life force flows out and soaks my shirt

I thought that this is it

Nothing can fix me, I might as well quit

I felt myself floating

I thought I was dead

Comfort flowed in me, like a baby a mother is holding

“I will heal you” a voice said

“If you believe in me”

They wiped the dirt away so I could see

For a moment I saw a host of angels around me

And I came to my senses I saw family and friends

Showering me with their sympathy

Like magic their tears seemed to enliven my soul

But I’ll never be whole

The passage where the bullet passed thru

Is all scared over

But still I count myself as one of the lucky few

Intimacy

As the candlelight dances across your skin

I examine the curves of your body

While my heart races within

I slowly move towards you, starting at your feet

My mouth exploring everyplace it would meet

Your body trembles with excitement, in response to my lips

As they transition from your leg to your hips

You pull me up to where my eyes meet yours

In that moment, our love for each other did soar

No words can express

With each gentle caress

The sensations we evoke and share

With your perfume permeating the air

We lose all control in each other’s arms

But with the trust we have, there is no need for alarm

This passion that ignites our drive

Is like a drug that has never made us feel more alive

Our bodies heat up till they feel on fire

Fueled by the friction of desire

Exploding into rapture

Together, this moment we have captured

Then the stillness of the night settles in

All I hear is your breathe flowing over my skin

And the pounding of your heart

Racing like it was at the start

Beating in sync with mine

As we reminisce this moment in time

Losing You

I flip through the pages of my picture book

And think on how you used to look

I read the notes you gave to me

Eloquent words, I wish had come to be

Memories fill my heart and soul

But quickly disappear into a big black hole

That one you left inside my heart

Please just someone finish ripping it apart

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy and smile again

Then I see your face

The memories I can’t erase

Why wont these feelings die

So I wont have to live behind a lie

Now I watch you move on

I come to realize, your totally gone

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy, and smile again

There are plenty of girls in my life

Some who want to be my wife

But it just seems so wrong

I know that’s not where they belong

All this pain and misery I’ve been going through

Is because of the love I have for you

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy and smile again