Losing You

I flip through the pages of my picture book

And think on how you used to look

I read the notes you gave to me

Eloquent words, I wish had come to be

Memories fill my heart and soul

But quickly disappear into a big black hole

That one you left inside my heart

Please just someone finish ripping it apart

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy and smile again

Then I see your face

The memories I can’t erase

Why wont these feelings die

So I wont have to live behind a lie

Now I watch you move on

I come to realize, your totally gone

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy, and smile again

There are plenty of girls in my life

Some who want to be my wife

But it just seems so wrong

I know that’s not where they belong

All this pain and misery I’ve been going through

Is because of the love I have for you

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy and smile again

Living in Denial

That old familiar feeling is back again

With a new determination to win

It has been incubating inside

While I have been telling myself lies

Denial I thought was my friend

But in the end I will never mend

So I sit in loneliness and regret

Pondering on the one I never met

And reminiscing on those I cannot forget

But that’s all I have it seems

Memories and little dreams

And yet I continue on

 Looking for a new dawn

That will bring me warmth and enlighten my soul

Allowing blissful emotions to flow

Instead of the ones that will make me rot

Scaring away those that I have sought

Keeping me in my fear

As the song of loneliness plays in my ear

After the trials and strife

He sits and dreams, but he’s all alone

She waits for the one to call on the phone

Two separate lives

And yet the same

He’s face rejection in so many ways

She’s been hurt by men all her days

When will they meet the one

To hug and kiss and just have fun

To laugh and play

Calling each other to just say “hey”

Now he’s moving on to other grounds

Thinking no one will notice him around

While she does her thing

That some old routine

Both thinking to themselves

When will I meet the one

To hug and kiss and just have fun

To laugh and to play

And I  can call them up to just say “hey”

Then one unexpected day

Fate had something different to say

By chance these two did meet

And generated some loving heat

With out words they seemed to understand

Each others life and demands

But the thought to themselves

Have I met the one

That I can hug, kiss and just have fun

We can laugh and play

Maybe we can just call each other to say “hey”

In future days their lives were full of bliss

Gently holding each other they kiss

So after their trials and strife

They began their brand new life

Friends with Benefits

Some people say

Friends with benefits

Are those who do more then play

They are those who hug and kiss

And that is their bliss

But what I say

Is you can have bliss

But never ever kiss

Simply by then being there

To listen and care

Not worrying if we like each other

And sometimes acting as father of mother

So friends with benefits

Is deeper then you think

And yet plain as ink

No Trust

When there is no trust

There is no unity

And you can’t be as one

Instead there is mutiny

And rebellion comes straightway

Then relationships perish

With contention on the horizon

There is no more peace

All Alone

I sit and wait as time passes by

Wishing you were here, I want to cry

I feel incomplete without you

And wonder what will happen when the time is due

I hope that it will be

Our dreams and of course you and me

Then we will be together forever

And never will we part, not ever

So for now I write you this poem

As I sit feeling alone

Wanting to tell you

I love you

Pains of Goodbye

As now the time comes to depart

I leave with you simply my heart

For the times we had together

Will stay with me forever

The beautiful person you are

I know you will go far

So as your heartaches

Tears come and you start to shake

You will always have a friend

One who will always have a hand to lend

And sorrow will end

So now as we depart

Remember you are always in my heart