Every Moment

Every moment we are together

Lightens my trials and my burdens I can whether

Your very presence in the room

Makes the flowers radiate and bloom

Their heavenly essence they make

Are in harmony with your beauty that is not fake

You are the sun that radiates warmth and light

You are my beacon that gives me sight

There is no one earth

That has greater worth

You are my all

Without you I would fall

You save me from myself doubt

Helping me understand more what life’s all about

I cannot fully express what you mean to me

But every moment we are together I am free

Near Death

I found myself laying on the ground

I dodged so many bullets

But one hit me, and into my chest it did abound

I felt it enter in slow motion

Piercing apart of my heart

Ripping up the tissues as it tears thru all my parts

As the bullet exits out of my back

I can’t seem to breathe and blood I hack

As I lay face down in the dirt

My life force flows out and soaks my shirt

I thought that this is it

Nothing can fix me, I might as well quit

I felt myself floating

I thought I was dead

Comfort flowed in me, like a baby a mother is holding

“I will heal you” a voice said

“If you believe in me”

They wiped the dirt away so I could see

For a moment I saw a host of angels around me

And I came to my senses I saw family and friends

Showering me with their sympathy

Like magic their tears seemed to enliven my soul

But I’ll never be whole

The passage where the bullet passed thru

Is all scared over

But still I count myself as one of the lucky few

Intimacy

As the candlelight dances across your skin

I examine the curves of your body

While my heart races within

I slowly move towards you, starting at your feet

My mouth exploring everyplace it would meet

Your body trembles with excitement, in response to my lips

As they transition from your leg to your hips

You pull me up to where my eyes meet yours

In that moment, our love for each other did soar

No words can express

With each gentle caress

The sensations we evoke and share

With your perfume permeating the air

We lose all control in each other’s arms

But with the trust we have, there is no need for alarm

This passion that ignites our drive

Is like a drug that has never made us feel more alive

Our bodies heat up till they feel on fire

Fueled by the friction of desire

Exploding into rapture

Together, this moment we have captured

Then the stillness of the night settles in

All I hear is your breathe flowing over my skin

And the pounding of your heart

Racing like it was at the start

Beating in sync with mine

As we reminisce this moment in time

Losing You

I flip through the pages of my picture book

And think on how you used to look

I read the notes you gave to me

Eloquent words, I wish had come to be

Memories fill my heart and soul

But quickly disappear into a big black hole

That one you left inside my heart

Please just someone finish ripping it apart

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy and smile again

Then I see your face

The memories I can’t erase

Why wont these feelings die

So I wont have to live behind a lie

Now I watch you move on

I come to realize, your totally gone

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy, and smile again

There are plenty of girls in my life

Some who want to be my wife

But it just seems so wrong

I know that’s not where they belong

All this pain and misery I’ve been going through

Is because of the love I have for you

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore

Why did you have to be so perfect

I loved you to the core

I want it to be the way it was back then

So I can be happy and smile again

Living in Denial

That old familiar feeling is back again

With a new determination to win

It has been incubating inside

While I have been telling myself lies

Denial I thought was my friend

But in the end I will never mend

So I sit in loneliness and regret

Pondering on the one I never met

And reminiscing on those I cannot forget

But that’s all I have it seems

Memories and little dreams

And yet I continue on

 Looking for a new dawn

That will bring me warmth and enlighten my soul

Allowing blissful emotions to flow

Instead of the ones that will make me rot

Scaring away those that I have sought

Keeping me in my fear

As the song of loneliness plays in my ear

After the trials and strife

He sits and dreams, but he’s all alone

She waits for the one to call on the phone

Two separate lives

And yet the same

He’s face rejection in so many ways

She’s been hurt by men all her days

When will they meet the one

To hug and kiss and just have fun

To laugh and play

Calling each other to just say “hey”

Now he’s moving on to other grounds

Thinking no one will notice him around

While she does her thing

That some old routine

Both thinking to themselves

When will I meet the one

To hug and kiss and just have fun

To laugh and to play

And I  can call them up to just say “hey”

Then one unexpected day

Fate had something different to say

By chance these two did meet

And generated some loving heat

With out words they seemed to understand

Each others life and demands

But the thought to themselves

Have I met the one

That I can hug, kiss and just have fun

We can laugh and play

Maybe we can just call each other to say “hey”

In future days their lives were full of bliss

Gently holding each other they kiss

So after their trials and strife

They began their brand new life

Friends with Benefits

Some people say

Friends with benefits

Are those who do more then play

They are those who hug and kiss

And that is their bliss

But what I say

Is you can have bliss

But never ever kiss

Simply by then being there

To listen and care

Not worrying if we like each other

And sometimes acting as father of mother

So friends with benefits

Is deeper then you think

And yet plain as ink